The Falling and the Rising

hmm this week was a tough spelled with capitals TUPH HAHAHA considering being confused and nobody was helping me, thinking people were ignoring me, not wanting me in their group and thinking that i need affection from a pet! well i realised one thing.... IT'S ALL A LOAD OF CRAP!!! once again i have successfully lowered my shield in the battle and got hurt! well it's going to be a tough journey and i'm going to need all the help i can get! BEING IN THE WORSHIP MINISTRY ROCKS!!! although i got sore feet for standing on heels too long but it's worth it knowing that God hears my cries out to Him! And God sure works in weird and unusual ways! hahaha like He used old kid's blast songs to remind me He's still in charge of everything! and Esther tan and Joy was also really sweet for asking me how i was and how if i ever need someone to talk to i can go to them! THANKS ESTHER TAN AND JOY!!! well falling down and getting up again is the whole point of the journey! THE MAIN THING IS THAT YOU DON'T LET THE DEVIL WALK ALL OVER YOU LIKE HE OWNS YOU!!!! remember you+ God= VICTORY!!!!