Hey there everybody, haven't blogged in a long time i see. I know i have been trying to escape a custom made test for me from God, and i'm sorry Lord for trying to find a way to escape... I am just realizing that myself as i write this blog, well today i went bowling with

yeah them haha then after that we went for prawning at farmmart and it was boring at first but then we caught our first prawn haha well then me, anthony, samuel and caleb went for the fish spa and boy! was it tickelish haha its an inexplicable thing i guess you'd just have to try it out to see what it feels like haha. Our hands and feet were so super smooth and soft! and we also went so that BJ and David could 'bond' hahahahaha well not really haha it was for them not to give that sian look. But we honestly had fun eating the prawns and david had fun drumming with them on sticks! haha and well the cooking and killing were their favourite parts so was the setting the fire hahaha it took 3 of us to try to figure it out and yet we needed help from another guy hahaha well now i'm feeling abit down cause of a friendship problem(AGAIN!) why did i ever befriend him? maybe i could have saved up on the heartache if i didn't haha well a person once said "What does not kill you makes you stronger" I very well hope thats actually true in this case! i know theres one song that sort of shows what i'm feeling right now and its a DISNEY SONG! surprise surprise http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sm0uR81AZhA&feature=related

updates

Today i went to Jurong Safra to swim with some pri 6 and the wong sisters. Then we went to the jungle gym inside safra to play and now i'm super uber tired but i can't go off cause i'm uploading the photos on facebook! after that i'm most probably going to sleep! and its only 6pm! anyway i thank God I managed to go out to someplace great! Tomorrow we're going bowling!

When Times are Rough, God is shown! and UPDATES!

WOW! i haven't written a blog in a looonngg time! I've actually been going through a rough patch but then i also know that if you don't go through rough patches in your christian walk at all then something is wrong with it, i've been turning to God for this and I know He will see me through! I also know that the devil was attacking me because i was going to sing on Sunday, If i didn't realize it straight away i would have messed up entirely during the back up singing on sunday. I'm glad i have a God who always has been my best friend from the beginning. I was very happy when i found out i would be encouraging His people to praise Him! I even had fun singing and encouraging people on stage! Praise the Lord! Thanks to the youth who are encouraging and really friendly to me, and i thank the Lord for helping me find other friends to relate and joke with! I'm also going to get a guitar and join Elvin's guitar class with Tyzus and Samuel and i think one more person. I had fun on sunday too with the older youth! of course Joy was making fun of David in the car and it was just hilarious to watch! She's the best net leader together with Ruixiong too! even on Friday i led worship in the net, i tell you thats the best feeling, to lead people to Worship God together is truely remarkable! I won't be going for NLT 2 this semester though cause i'm worried i might have to pull out of it to go to missions. I'll probably go next year if i'm staying in Singapore for two years... Actually on Sunday, some of the youths wanted to go to see Doulos the ywam(youth with a mission) boat which travels all around the world, but we never got to go so i went with my parents today! it was kind of boring staring at so many books that you have no interest in but the tour around the boat was nice! we got to see where they slept and where they eat and where they even do their laundry.... its kind of like a cruise except its way way way smaller and that its sort of self service hahaha. I've also taken an interest in Relienk K and Declan Galbraith! they are soooooo cool, Relient K for they're familiar yet christian music and Declan for his great singing! Seriously he sings like an angel! he also sounds like nick jonas but when declan's voice becomes deeper he still sings well unlike Nick who pretty much strains his voice! and Declan's irish and scottish, and is a year older than me hahaha oh well i'd better stop rambling and start playing a game i bought from Doulos

God is so good!

God is good! He taught me how to have faith although now i have to practice it!, He also has given me the chance to praise Him on stage, and i know He would give me the advice on how to praise Him, I've got the best mentor in esther foong! She has been helping me these few days! well its the holidays and my best friend's birthday has just passed, hey Joalynn! how does it feel to be old hahahaha joking hahaha well i've got to find something to do if not i could go crazy hahaha! I'll probably be posting more often then again maybe not hahaha i also have two new terrapins and they are complete cuties i'm still thinking of what to name them! maybe ginger and saphy!

God is good!

I had to write and create a poem out of nowhere for my assignment and i thought it was going to be hard but then i got inspiration and this is what i came up with, And when you read this please comment on it!




God's love vs man's love
I gave my heart away, to your side forever stay

But you trashed it and smashed it anyway,

Will I find another?

To help me cope?

Maybe I should go to the pope?

Wondering where to turn

Should I just burn?

All the memories we used to yearn?

Everything I held dear

Is coming near

To an end which I despise

And then I realize

My God was always there,

To get me out of here

From the mess that I was in

To a place where I can win!