well these few days there is nothing much happening, we had a 2 hour worship meeting (is is supposed to be a prayer meeting) i was on impromtu duty which i'm still getting used to... i'm going to be on duty this sunday yay! or should i say *shudder* cause i'm still afraid i might mess up the slides or something, well whatever the case i hope the comments would not be as bad as the last time ex. laggy and really slow, but with God's help i know i can do it!!! i'm just nervous cause i don't have anybody to share it with anymore, feeling abit lonely and confused about some stuffs but other than that its been ok... have been having cough with phleghm which sucks and now i have to eat and drink medicine which is not fun!!!! although my cough medicine brings me to the sweet land of dreams really quickly, heavenly hours spent on sleep i find it helps me to forget what i'm going through and makes my wishes come through. well that isn't that good considering that i have to hand up work yesterday and yet its still not done!!!! I have been having weird feelings lately, hard to get rid of though, lately i have been struggling with feelings of jealousy towards my sister and i hate these feelings!!! i know that its the devil trying to cause chaos between us, nice to see we're still a threat to him. I also feel like i'm losing a best friend due to these feelings of jealousy.... haiz whatever my problems are i know God can take care of it! although its very very very painful and there is no one i can share this with except with a friend from another region which is quite sad cause i can't find a good friend in anybody in my own region except for Joalynn....Well i'd better stop ranting and go do my work so signing off here hahaha
