man i haven't blogged in like a week and i've missed so much updates hahaha AND ITS JUST A WEEK! anyway argh got editorials to do fun but boring in a way plus compos and marking for my work! hais its going to be a tiring week, i went to the doctor and he told me that my cough was borderline asthmatic and that i should go on a bland diet, i know in the previous week i got very distracted by different things but mostly jealousy, why i have no idea! anyway its been tough cause i've been ta hanning for quite long already, why do i even care so much i have no idea also! my cough has been getting better i suppose after all i have finished my pill medication though i still have my liquid medication haha i was worshipping God yesterday and i realized that i haven't been giving Him my 100% in my worship and once i admitted it to Him, i felt close to Him again! now i'm going to work hard enough to go back to the level where i used to be, to the point of time where the Holy Spirit would tell me and teach me how to worship Him, to the point where i wouldn't get distracted by friendships and wouldn't let them get in my way of getting close to God and completely depending on Him for everything, for friendship, for financial needs and for my entire life basically! Well i'm still dealing with jealousy problems and i think it kicked it up a notch and went into my dreams! well thats gotta stop! hahaha i had a great time on sat with the youths and then the cw bbq after that was awesome! WELL TRUSTING GOD IS THE ONLY WAY TO CARRY ON IN LIFE! hahaha so i hope it would be revealed why i'm going through this hahaha either way i THINK it's going to interesting! You wanna know something weirder? whenever i'm not close to God my hairstyle when i wake up is crazy but when i'm close to God my hairstyle when i wake up is super super tame! plus i am more active and friendly hahaha there's your proof that God exists!
